The Fade-Out Cannot Erase the Introduction

there is death in every moment and perhaps that particular moment is gone and has died. Today you walked right there beside me when you were nowhere to be seen, and I held you close to me but I knew somehow that we couldn't be apart like this forever. And I wondered if it would be correct of me in perhaps my selfishness, to say goodbye to you and our time, our not quite connecting in the conventional way. And your song was singing inside of me and I couldn't keep the beat any more. There was brightness still. I knew that there could never be tears between us and that picture that we made together could not disappear completly and the fade-out cannot erase the introduction.